Until...tomorrow

In goodness there is darkness and light
In my heart there lies...you.
Cue the confusion
Your darkness and your light, present
Yet the absence of goodness leaves me
Speechless
The anticipation of the possibilities carry me through
Long enough, to breathe enough, to smile enough
Until...tomorrow which so quickly turns into yesterday

This particular verse in Proverbs rings more true now than ever. For so long, I've had this huge wonderful plan for my life and it just isn't working out that way. It's so simple to become frustrated and angry with the detour of my plan, but I must remember to stay encouraged. If my recent relationship, professional and personal struggles have taught me anything, it is to be patient. Timing really is everything. So for now, I'll make preparation for my time...because, my life is my own and I fully intend to live it. 

Sara Bareilles-Many the Miles

"It's too many things I haven't done yet. There's too many sunsets I haven't seen. You can't waste the day, wishing it would slow down..."

The first three lines of this song are incredibly powerful. I find myself spending a lot of time solemn and disappointed and discouraged. And that's just time wasted. When I free my mind, there lies intense happiness and joy that can be followed with opportunity.

Begin the well known battle of "easier said than done".

Happy Monday...making the choice. :-)